Um, I guess it's not specific to you, but since you were going by a different name, I thought you might have some thoughts on it...
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The name I was born with wasn't "Matou." But I've been using that name for the last ten years, and it's hard to remember the times when I wasn't using it...but there's a lot of bad memories attached to "Matou," and I thought, 'there's nothing actually preventing me from going back to my old name,' especially since I'm not at home anymore.
Still, it's hard to see myself as anyone but 'Sakura Matou'...and by now, it's just my name. I feel like I don't really have a claim to my old name, anymore.
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The name I was born with wasn't "Matou." But I've been using that name for the last ten years, and it's hard to remember the times when I wasn't using it...but there's a lot of bad memories attached to "Matou," and I thought, 'there's nothing actually preventing me from going back to my old name,' especially since I'm not at home anymore.
Still, it's hard to see myself as anyone but 'Sakura Matou'...and by now, it's just my name. I feel like I don't really have a claim to my old name, anymore.